December 2010
2 posts
“Now tell me, what do you want? What do you want?
What do you want from me?
Are...”
– What Do You Want -Jerrod Niemann
January 2010
1 post
December 2009
9 posts
November 2009
1 post
ahh
shitfuckcocksuckerdamnitmotherfucker.
October 2009
4 posts
I cross my cold, black heart
and promise to never say it again
i wish..
that not everything was so difficult
that I wasn’t such a shy person
and especially over the dumbest things
I want words to just spill from my mouth
and not worry about the reactions I might get
or the consiquences I might have to face
and, unfortuneatly, my shyness is always with those I know best
never with people I barely meet or hardly know
its very aggravating =/
finally..
i do believe this is all coming together.
it’s about fucking time.
September 2009
6 posts
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sometimes i don’t know how to just tell people the things i’d like to.
i wish i could just agree with myself and not have a huge fight internally about the things i want and don’t want.
i hate when there is a lot of good, but a lot of bad too. i hate when i know it won’t work, but i’d do anything for it to.
football season..
is finally back. =DDD and we beat them nasty fucking titans.
and then..
i sometimes wish i could tell someone just how much certain things they do mean to me and not sound like a little girl.
sometimes..
i just want to be alone with my music, i just want to cry where nobody can see, i just want to sleep for days on end, i just want to be left alone, i just want to wallow in my self-pity.
August 2009
3 posts
sometimes..
it would be easier to admit that i am a child.
July 2009
6 posts
you learn something new everyday..
so fucking true.
hmm..
i just got the random feeling of wishing i was still a virgin =/
June 2009
120 posts
gawd.
whoever invented letting doctors look at your shit is a stupid cunt
Everytime We Touch —Cascada
I will not become like my mother.
